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variacia j. joisis Temaze

saabazanoSi wveTavda? _ araa! axsovda, onkani kargad rom daketa, magram xma xom aSkarad iqidan ismoda?!

adga. Custebi ver ipova da fexSiSvelam gairbina civ iatakze. onkani xelebis faTuriT Seamowma da mSrali iyo. cera TiTebi aamoZrava da SeaJrJola. saabazanoSi ufro bneloda da SeSinebuli, kankaliT gaiqca sawolisaken. logini odnav gaciebuliyo, sabani gadaweuli darCa da gaciebuliyo. Caxta Tu ara, moikunta da Tavi SigniT Cayo. or wuTSi gaTba da nel-nela fexebis gaSlac daiwyo.

“Suqi xom ar amenTo?!”

magram daezara. ra iyo saSiSi, kari urduliTac daketa, ubralod...

isev wveTavda?

mTeli ZaliT daZaba yuradReba da... isev wveTavda!

_ wveTavs da wveTavdes, ra vqna?! _ gaifiqra da meore mxares gadabrunda, magram verc iq moisvena, buzRuniT adga da isev gavida.

onkani mSrali iyo.

_ xval moZRvars movuyvebi yvelafers! _ gadawyvita da gamobrunda.

moZRvari iseTi saTno kaci iyo, masTan yovelive aviwydeboda lilis. ramdenjer misula ubralod salaparakod da xma veRar amouRia, magram mamao gverdiT moisvamda, raRacas etyoda, gaacinebda da qalic kmayofili brundeboda Sin.

Tavdapirvelad, cota morcxvobda, dabneuli Sedioda taZarSi. bevr rames (gansakuTrebiT intimur fiqrebs) malavda, magram mere TandaTan SeeCvia da dRes, ukve sruli sinanuliTa da yovelgvari mikibv-mokibvis gareSe endoboda mama sokrates:

_ wuxelisac vnaxe, mamao!.. viTom tyeSi viyavi; uzarmazari, uSvelebeli xeebi idgnen iq, mamao! xe ra gasakviria, magram TiTqos pirvelad vxedavdi. es ranairi yofila-meTqi, vambobdi da xeliT vexebodi.

mere is kaci, ara sxva kaci movida da... isev ise... iq, mindorSi... me... imasmiqna!..

 da Sendobili, Tumca odnav datuqsuli, mSvidad gamodioda taZridan.

_ marTalia ra! _ fiqrobda _ aRara var im asakis, msgavsi sizmrebi rom vnaxo; raRa dros Cemi egeTebia?!

magram uecrad acnobierebda, rom Tavs ityuebda, rom siamovnebda, rom kmayofili iRviZebda. amis aRiareba da gawiTleba erTi iyo. aRelvebuli gadaisvamda SeRebil Tmaze xels da Cqari nabijiT garboda eklesiis ezodan.

ormocdaaTi wlisa gaxldaT; Svili ara hyavda ki ara, kacis kocnac ar icoda.

mTeli sicocxle swavlasa da muSaobas Sealia da veRarc SeamCnia, rogor gaxda ocdaTxuTmetis. mere daiwyo naTesavebis moyvanili sasiZoebis dawuneba da amasobaSi, ormocdaxuTsac gadaabija. swored maSin gadawyvita, sayvarels mainc gaviCeno da sanam Sesaferis kacs ipovnida, rZalma eklesiaSi miiyvana Tavis moZRvarTan.

taZarSi simSvide iyo, sxvanairi simSvide, ara iseTi, rogoric saxlSi. Sin simartove da sicive idga. da daiwyo mama sokratesTan siaruli, sayvarlis ideam ki sruli kraxi ganicada; xolo, roca moZRvarTan aRiara, amas da amas vapirebdio, mamaom daamSvida da uTxra: Tu RmerTs nebavs mogivlens qmars, codvaSi ki ar Cadgeo.

da fiqradac ki aRar gauvlia (?) msgavsi ram, is ki arada, Tuki kaci moewoneboda, cdilobda, SiSveli aRar warmoedgina, rogorc adre; magram ramdenadac cxadSi Tokavda grZnobebs, imdenad sizmrebSi iyo survilebis mona, Tumca, wlebis matebasTan erTad, iqac iswavla Tavis kontroli: _ ukve TviTon ki aRar nebdeboda mamakacebs, aramed isini xmarobdnen Zalas da imorCilebdnen!

moZRvari ki amSvidebda: _ meti iloce, meti imarxule, ar iWorao da eg eSmakeuli sizmrebic mogSordebao.

yvela locvas kiTxulobda, rac locvanis wignSi iyo. metroSic, “goneba rom ar dafantvoda uazrod”, Tavdaxrili loculobda. cdilobda damTmobi, keTili yofiliyo, magram uecari afeTqebebi mainc icoda. SeiZleba ise gaelanZRa mezobeli, mere ori dRe sananeblad hqonoda _ es ra momividao, samagierod, rac eklesiaSi siaruli daiwyo, yvela marxvas inaxavda. marTalia, Tavidan cota ar iyos uWirda, gansakuTrebiT Sobis marxvaze, magram mere da mere SeeCvia, SeeCvia ki arada, mTeli simkacriT epyroboda Tavsac da jemalisac da Tumca moZRvarma uTxra, saWiro araa jemalmac imarxuloso, am erTxel ar daujera sulier mamas da Tavisi gaitana.

gazafxulze sami weli xdeboda, rac jemali lilisTan cxovrobda. erTi bewo iyo, roca moiyvana, axla ki ise gaizarda da galamazda, kaci Tvals veRar moswyvetda. sadarbazos win, kuTxeSi, gawuwuli da aknavlebuli ipovna lilim da saxlSi waiyvana; dabana, daasufTava da radgan yvela nacnobma uari Tqva ujiSo katis movlaze, Tavadve daitova. kacma ar icis ratom daarqva jemali, miTumetes, rom kata dedali iyo, magram amas arca aqvs gadamwyveti mniSvneloba, mTavari isaa, rom adamianiviT Seiyvara da aki adamianiviT aSimSilebda kidec!

_ mTels Cems samezoblos da sanaTesaos mirCevnixaro, efereboda knuts da ise anebivrebda, rogorc ayvanil Svils, magram Tu saWiroeba moiTxovda, sjida kidec.

xsnilobisas, Tevzs da saukeTeso rameebs yidulobda da servizis TefSiT miarTmevda xolme jemalis, romelic, unda aRiniSnos, rom didad ar afasebda patronis eklesiurobas. patroni ki aTive mcnebas icavda (cdilobda yovel SemTxvevaSi) da mTeli gulmodginebiT inaniebda uneblie Secodebebs.

rac Seexeba Woraobas, visTan unda eWorava? _ naTesavebTan iSviaTad dadioda, megobrebi ar hyavda, mezoblebTan ki TiTqmis ar hqonda urTierToba. erTaderTi adgili, sadac met-naklebad daiareboda, Zmis ojaxi iyo. rZali morwmune gaxldaT da Tu SemTxveviT romelime wamoiwyebda laqlaqs, meore mTeli seriozulobiT aCerebda: _ ar gvinda, RmerTia mowame, ar gvindao da Cerdebodnen.

mxolod ZmiSvilebTan iyo SedarebiT Tavisufali. isini SesvlisTanave kiserze ekidebodnen da mamida movida, mamida movidas ZaxiliT ukan dasdevdnen. lilis guli uCuydeboda am scenis danaxvisas da cremlmoreuli, malimal kocnida bavSvebs, bavSvebi ki kanfetebs Txovdnen da zogi jibeSi uZvreboda, zogic _ CanTaSi. da lilic, sazeimo saxiT iRebda CanTidan Sokolads, an burbuSelas da anawilebda.

xandaxan ufiqria, netav saCuqrebi rom ar mimqondes, Tu veyvarebio, magram arasodes Seumowmebia es!

rZali ki: _ rad gindoda, giWirs Senc! _ eubneboda calybad da oTaxSi Sehyavda.

magram ZmiSvilebi Zmis saxlSi iyvnen kargebi, xolo im iSviaT dReebSi, roca masTan modiodnen stumrad, pirdapir autanlebi xdebodnen. erTi sawolze xtunaobda, meore jemalis dasdevda, mesame wignebs yrida Tarodan da gabrazebuli lili, bolo-bolo iyvirebda: _ gaCerdiT! rZals swyinda es “gaCerdiT” da dasarCenad mosulebi midiodnen. mere mTeli ori kvira gabutulebi iqnebodnen da bolos isev lilis aRar mouTmenda guli, “daitvirTeboda” da estumreboda. rZali Cveulebrivad xvdeboda, is ki arada _ ukeTesadac, imis niSnad, rom mogiteveo. da lilic, yovel dRe midioda ZmasTan, sanam erTxelac rZali, odnav civad (SeiZleba lilis eCveneboda) ar daxvdeboda. mere mTeli ori kvira daikargeboda da wesisamebr, yovel mexuTe dRes daiwyebda siaruls.

da im diliTac adre adga. Caicva, isauzma da eklesiaSi gaiqca. mamaos bevri xalxi hyavda, Tanc niSnoba iyo da saubari xvalisTvis gadado.

dRes ra dRea? _ SabaTi, ara? oTxSabaTi, xuTSabaTi, paraskevi, SabaTi! _ TiTze daiTvala da maRaziaSi Sevida. maRaziaSi marto Zviriani nuga hqondaT da orasi grami aiRo.

metromde fexiT Caval! _ gaifiqra da mokleze wavida. gzaSi wuxandelze fiqrobda. sizmari ar unaxavs, mara is akviatebuli xma ra iyo netav?!

molandebebi xom ar damewyo, ra vqna?! _ gaifiqra da wamiT Sedga. mere pirjvari gadaisaxa da erTi “mamao Cvenoc” Tqva.

roca Jetons uSvebda, cialas moyvanili sasiZo gaaxsenda ratomRac _ maRali, tlanqi kaci! soflidan iyo da xelebi tlanqad ewyo muxlebze. maSin lilis mis frCxilebSi dagrovili WuWyi SeZagda, magram uari sxva mizeziT Tqva.

ratom gaaxsenda da raRa maincadamainc is da aq?

im WuWys me TviTon amovuwmenddio, gaifiqra da eqskavatorze Sedga.

vagonSi bevri xalxi iyo. uknidan viRac sqeli kaci ise miawva, lamis miaWylita. undoda uxeSad eTqva rame, magram ratomRac gadaifiqra. kaci Tvals ar aSorebda, avxorculad uyurebda da tuCebs awklapunebda.

Tavxedia! _ gaifiqra da gverdiT gaixeda, magram Tvali mainc gaurboda. fiqrebSi Tavi dasaja da iqeT rom aRar gaexeda, erT wertils CaaSterda uazrod.

or gaCerebaSi kacic Cavida da daisvena.

“mgoni, cota nasvamic unda yofiliyo!”

roca xalxi SeTxelda, viRac Suaxnis mamakacma adgili dauTmo. lili daibna. jer ar jdeboda, magram kacma xeli nidayvs zemoT frTxilad mokida xeli da esec dajda.

“isev Cvens Taobas SemorCa zrdiloba, Torem aba axlandeli axalgazrdoba dagiTmobs adgils?” _ gaifiqra oficialuri toniT da im wamsve dafeTda: _ am kacmac asakis gamo xom ar?!.

Aaraa! masze ufrosic iqneboda. “ubralod, zrdilobiania da morCa!”

roca mis gverdiT adgili gaTavisuflda, kaci miujda. lili SeiSmuSna. rodesac win edga ara uSavda, axla ki gaxedvac ki euxerxuleboda.

vaime, mgoni madlobac ar miTqvams! _ gaifiqra da ucbad miubrunda: _ gmadlobT batono... weRan rom...

da kacic gamoelaparaka, magram or gaCerebaSi Cadioda lili.

da winaswar adga, daemSvidoba da karTan dadga imediT, rom... raRacis imediT.

da roca zurgs ukan kari daiketa, mobrunda da dainaxa kaci, xels rom uqnevda, magram vagoni wavida da TviTonac wavida.

rodesac zari dareka, scada gaeRima. tansacmeli gaiswora da CanTa...

CanTa!

CanTa vagonSi darCenoda!